第68章 第六十五章 靈魂

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>一直想要忽略的，可是那些不屬於他的人生如此清晰。清晰到串聯一切，讓他無法逃避。<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>&ldqu;你是慕川，而我們，只是已經死去的人了。&rdqu;慕容安想了許久，似是不知道該說什么，突然就那樣問了一句：&ldqu;你痛嗎？&rdqu;<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>慕川倒是愣了，被楊錚虐待那些記憶幾乎已經模糊，只記得身體本能的，那樣強硬的抗拒，讓他痛苦的幾乎快要發瘋，身體的隱痛才讓他又想起了那段經歷。他突然想到了什么，不可置信的問慕容安：&ldqu;那個時候，我似乎並不是完全在場的，我身體裡那種抗拒，是來自你嗎？&rdqu;<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>不，不會是慕容安的，慕容安不至於忍受不了這種事，也不是他自己，慕川自己也不信被楊錚強暴會帶來那樣深刻的痛苦。那么，就只能是那個人，那個始終藏在他意識深處的，楊錚的孿生血脈。<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>&ldqu;是他嗎？&rdqu;慕川試探著問。<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>慕容安沒有說話，算是預設。<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>&ldqu;怎么可能？我從未感覺到他的存在。&rdqu;<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>&ldqu;他恨我，也恨清容，還恨著你。所以他不願出來，不願看著與他共用同一個身體的你這樣坦然的接受慕清容的寵愛。&rdqu;<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>&ldqu;那我算什么？&rdqu;慕川心底無端的憤怒。<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>&ldqu;把這一切都忘記吧，那些事與你無關，&rdqu;慕容安試圖安慰他，&ldqu;你是清容的孩子，慕家的繼承人，僅此而已，把那些過往都放下吧。&rdqu;<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>&ldqu;不，就算我放棄，楊錚也不會放棄的。身在帝國高層，你以為，只要放下就有平靜安寧的好日子過嗎？你是這樣天真的人嗎？&rdqu;<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>&ldqu;算了，當我沒有說過。&rdqu;慕容安乾脆利落的放棄。<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>&ldqu;等等，&rdqu;慕川突然疑惑，&ldqu;那你呢，你想要的又是什么？&rdqu;<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>&ldqu;我啊，&rdqu;他還是輕輕的嘆息，&ldqu;我這一生，失去的已經太多了，剩下的時光，只要能多看清容幾眼，就算徹底心滿意足了吧。&rdqu;<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>他不再吭聲，漸漸沉入到意識的深處，終於，只剩下了慕川一個人。<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>很痛啊，來自身體深處不可啟齒的位置。那意味著尊嚴被剝離的痛意。<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>當時昏天黑地萬念俱灰，雖未曾萌發死意，卻已經離死不遠了。<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>但細想一遍，慕川自己也覺得好笑，楊錚是汙了他的清白。但又不是女子，若因為失身就去死，豈不是太可笑。至於兄之間逆倫犯禁什么的，那是楊鉉，不是他慕川。<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>細細想過一遍之後，心底仍然是頹敗的。但莫名的，又有一股子精神將他支撐起來了。折騰許久，他也累了，想不透的事情，倒不如不要去想，這么琢磨著，竟然也迷迷糊糊睡著了。<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>那邊慕清容看他睡了，才算鬆了一口氣。<:p></:p>

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    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>慕川房裡這套監控系統，原本就是緊急狀況下才會啟用的。他對這個孩子一向尊重，也不喜歡窺探他人私隱，所以這套系統，甚至連竊聽都沒有。之前雖然看到慕川自言自語，也想著可能是他舊病又復發。所以慕容安的事情，直到這時，他也還是一點也不知情。<:p></:p>
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